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  • clare posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    Hello everyone, Change of season time has come round. I always feel quite connected to the change of seasons in some way and quite like it. Lovely to see the rabbits and cats on the pet forum. I will try and upload some pics of my 3 cats who are quite frankly my best friends. They are always there to greet me and show affection even though its…[Read more]

  • clare posted a new activity comment 2 weeks ago

    Thanks Satya, Lovely to hear from you. I forgot that moving in is harder than moving out. Yes, as soon as im more settled i would love to visit you all at the Temple again. Just not sure when that will be but definitely in mind so hopefully will create the causes and good karma. Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    Hello everyone. Its been a long time since i posted anything. I want to stay connected with the community here. Since moving area i have discovered that i had all that i needed already. A big lesson for me. Will try and guard against desire more closely. It reminds me of a teaching i heard once which was titled “Desire is a liar”. Very true! The…[Read more]

    • Good to hear from you Clare. I hope you’re settling in – moving is such a huge thing. Maybe you can plan a visit to the temple when things are more settled! In the meantime we’ll be linked by Amida’s golden thread…

      • clare replied 2 weeks ago

        Thanks Satya, Lovely to hear from you. I forgot that moving in is harder than moving out. Yes, as soon as im more settled i would love to visit you all at the Temple again. Just not sure when that will be but definitely in mind so hopefully will create the causes and good karma. Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted a new activity comment 2 months, 1 week ago

    Thank you Satya, im trying but not easy. Emotions are all over the place. Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted a new activity comment 2 months, 1 week ago

    Thanks for your comments Kaspa. All makes sense. Can you expand on how i can apply the middle way to this currant situation. This has been a very big teaching for me and very disturbing at times. Still is!. I hope i can learn from this and maybe from the change will come goodness i hope! Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Hi All, Having a very stressful time at the moment. All bought on by desire and delusion. I never bargained that a house move would bring up so many emotions but it has. Its too late now and have to see it through. I can only hope a positive comes out of all this upheaval and upset i have caused. I remember a teaching from a monk named Ajahn…[Read more]

  • clare posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    Still using up mind space on my house move. Nearing the end of the transaction now, if it follows through to the end of course. Nothings certain with anything! Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted a new activity comment 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    Thanks Kaspa, Those words really ring true. I had forgotten the hassle involved in it. nearly there now though so might as well see it through. Not lost sight of refuge but can definitely see how one could get caught up and lost in sensual desires again. This has taken up a lot of mind space. Will be interesting to see what i can learn from…[Read more]

  • clare posted an update 3 months ago

    Weird times at the moment. A big move on the horizon. Emotions swinging from excitement to worry. I keep coming back to Amida and his protection which helps reign in my monkey mind. Which is more so at the moment. Guess its all the uncertainty but then thats life anyway i guess. Namo Amida Bu

    • Yes – a big move can be stressful and put us in touch with the reality of how little control we really do have – only the Buddha is true refuge šŸ™‚

      • Thanks Kaspa, Those words really ring true. I had forgotten the hassle involved in it. nearly there now though so might as well see it through. Not lost sight of refuge but can definitely see how one could get caught up and lost in sensual desires again. This has taken up a lot of mind space. Will be interesting to see what i can learn from…[Read more]

  • clare posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    Having a lot of mixed emotions arising at present which are changing very quickly. So not sure where i am at the moment. Cant say there’s much contentment either. Im trying to focus on my freedoms to help put things in perspective and just allow the emotions to be but still a struggle. Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    Had a wonderful walking meditation in my garden yesterday. Have been doing this lately. Just walking slowly up and down the path. Towards the end I found myself slowing even more until slow motion. My body kind of took over at this point and was deciding where and how to move. Felt like i was floating and was very relaxed. Made me realise that…[Read more]

    • Sounds wonderful. We’ve occasionally been doing this is in the garden as a part of service – the garden is very thirsty at the moment, but it’s still looking beautiful. I find that being out in nature connects me very effectively to Amida…

  • clare posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Very hot hear in Kent today as im sure it probably is a lot of places in UK today. Practiced walking meditation in the garden this morning. Helps to feel more present and in touch with nature. Too hot to sit out for me even in the shade so decided to listen/watch some on line teachings. Just about to read through lesson 7 of the Pure Land course…[Read more]

    • Hi Clare I can concur on that one as Iā€™m also in Kent. Bromley: Biggin Hill and it was blisteringley hot. Cleaning windows was no fun ( my job) and at times t e Laurence crossing the Sinai kept springing to mind

  • clare posted an update 4 months ago

    Had a wonderful day at Chithurst monastery on Sunday and joined in with the fund raising celebrations. I try and go every year. There was a period when i felt real contentment and peace as we all walked around the monks holding our flower in a ceremony. It made me realise that i am making some progress on the path and not to doubt so much. Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    Lovely to read the posts. Especially the visit by Ajahn Vinita and Johnathons retreat. Inspires me. How wonderful that Buddhism is so universal. Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    Andrew, your poem is beautiful and moved me. Felt in my heart. Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Took one of the cats to the vets today to have his anual vacs. Zippy is a tricky one and cryed a lot on the way. I chanted Kuan Shi Yin to him and he seemed to relax and settle in his box. Probably settled me too! Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Just got back from a lovely trip to Weymouth. Its definitely warmer down that neck of the woods. Felt the cold easterly wind when i got back to the Kent coast. I use to live in Weymouth for many years and never noticed it then. I feel im tuning in to nature more these days and becoming more aware. Did lots of walking and really enyoy it. Now im…[Read more]

  • clare posted an update 5 months ago

    I caught up with a couple of the teachings on face book. Really enjoyed them Satya. Just waiting, being patient and being drenched in Amida’s light particularly struck a chord. With gratitude. Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    It started out as a beautiful sunny day here in Kent and has now turned to fairly heavy rain. Personally i dont mind either. The warmth of the sun this morning to the very peaceful, relaxing sound of the rain now falling. Namo Amida Bu

  • clare posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    Lovely to read the news letter and see the picture of the blessing ceremony. Namo Amida Bu

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